Day Six

Summer, Belatedly

Were I upright,

Beloved,

I would assign you to Hades

Then follow you

Weeping a river

For all mad with love,

To bathe within

And find their cure.

 

But I am not!

So, I slip beneath you

And find my summer,

Belatedly,

And full,of flowers.

Day Five

Death And Emily Dickinson

Pale, this lover climbs the stairs.

Cold-expectant –

She pulls back the coverlet –

And turns her face

To a chill embrace

Death covers her her moans with a kiss – to the lips

From icy fingertips.

Suddenly – as he come –

She goes.

 

 

 

 

Dying Of Duty

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I first encountered Sarah Morley on a School trip in 1961.
She died in 1789 whilst returning from Bombay to England with her children. Her memorial is in Gloucester Cathedral.
I am ten years old.
I have not known death
Or childbirth.
Imperial brides, stoic women wedded to the Civil Service, are
Beyond my imagining.
“Bombay” rolled over my tongue, wreathed in mystery.
Arrested by pathos, drawn in by the pillar of cloud
Entranced by the nearness of God in the presence of his angels,
I came face to face with mortality.
“How can it be,” I wondered, then, and now, that
A woman could embark on a sea voyage
Close to her time, and die of doing her duty.

 

First You Take A …

First you take a twinkle in God’s eye.

I don’t know, perhaps being the Only One was

Too lonely, even for a Deity. So …

In an explosion of imagination, it all kicked off.

 

Did She have to think about , for, like,

Eons? Imagining the juxtaposition of quarks

The spin of electrons and

The mass of a boson?

I doubt it.

I’m alert to the possibility that

God thought, one day, of Me.

“Now THERE’S a thing!” He pondered, “Let’s do this!”

And out it came!

The firmament –

The waters above and below –

Stars, bears, whales and flowers –

(I am especially fond of flowers)

!

I don’t expect that God had to gather, chop and stir

I’m Old School. I think They said,

“Let there be Light,”

And there was light.

And at the end of it all,

There

Was

Me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

This …

 

This is how a poet looks …

Calm, reflective, no angel

Carrying sixty-odd years with a certain

Panache … 

And this is how a poet feels –

This one, anyway –

Glad to be alive

(I think you can see that  by

The look in my eyes)

I have children and adventures

Evidently

This is what a poet has to say:

“I’m no better than you, and I

Know I will like you, because

You have looked at me

And smiled, perhaps,

And are STILL

Here!”

 

Rebooting Monday’s

Flat-As-A-Pancake Day, bereft

Of froth and babble full of dread Mundane work-a-day

SOMETHING must be done!

Let's do it!

Smile. At everyone, some will stick … And come flashing back.

Run up the stairs

Make coffee and

Hand round a crisp, white paper bag

Full of very sticky toffees.

Tip a beggar

Listen to a concerto

Or a rock band and

At the beginning of every email

Say something …

Different. Kind, perhaps.

Remember, when you

Actually finish something,

How it felt when you were in the Juniors and your teacher

Pressed a gold star on your

Careful scrawl.

Good eh?

Pick a moment when everything

Would otherwise be too tedious to bear

Take yourself off to tthe Caribbean

Lie on on a beach with your lover

Let the surf nibble your toes …

Or, if this is too much,

Be ten again and play

Hide and seek in a bright Spring wood

With your sister …

See! It's working isn't it?

Already you're looking forward to Monday,

And have change jingling in your pocket

To buy toffees

And tip a beggar

 

Rain

Rain: A Poem Marking The End Of Summer

 

A petulant wind throws rain at my window

I am cold, and I wonder at it. Is this,

Then, the end of summer?

Dipping deeper beneath the duvet

I picture a window pane

Running with tiny rivers –

Racing to oblivion – and I remember

A wet summer, sometime.

A younger self whispers my name

And I laugh out loud!

Surely, winter is coming.

 

 

 

“This Isn’t Love, “She Said …

” This isn’t love,” she said,

It’s a poem.

And she handed him some words

That whorled and skittered,

Blazing like a sun in the era

Between them.

“This isn’t “Au revoir,”

He replied,

Giving her his farewell.

 

I expect that startled you, didn’t it?

You weren’t expecting a break-up.

Poets usually deliver THOSE

With fireworks and floods.

 

Sometimes endings are

Because they just have to

Be.

And that’s OK.

 

Ah, but wait!

If you linger here, you’ll

See him slip inside

To warm himself.

 

He will look nonchalant, understanding that

She will pretend she doesn’t

Know he’s here.

That God: He’s Quite Something

Yes, I know, God’s a problem for you.

And What ABOUT suffering?

Like HE carries a Kalashnikov and

Murders babies.

I suppose she could stop it,

If we really wanted her too.

Ssooo I said to God

What’s it all for then?

Admittedly, I didn’t really want to hear.

Somehow, the mystery holds

No mystery for me:

I am that I am

And

That suffices.

Anyhow, here’s what God said:

” It’s for you. ”

Just

thought

you’d

like

to

know.